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Member Since: 12/10/2006

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not,
Cause I don't know how to make the feeling stop.

School has been pretty fine without those troubles.
& i can't wait for Monday, cause we're having practical! :D
Alright, life has been fucked up & so. Shall update about yesterday
& when I'm back then shall update about today. School ended early,
went home then went t meet Jasmine at church after a super long time.
Accompanied them t Val's house then i left. Headed t meet Ann at her house,
waited for her t get ready & all then went grapevine t look for Vick & Cheez.
The place there was great, i liked it. Santa baby came, don't really know her though.
Talked & all then i left for home. Alright, will be back later world.

Seeing you makes me feel happy, but knowing
what you did make me shrug. I love you & hate you at the
same time. We weren't fated at all, I wished I didn't like you.
Now i just need time t forget all this shit. :/


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I'm holding on waiting for your call,
I'm sinking down i feel like i could die.

I'm feeling fucked up now, whatever. So fucked up i could die,
someone please kill me. School was pretty slack, i forgot
about my Geo books. I practically fell asleep during all the lessons,
& i don't know why but i kept eating today. I guess tomm i wont have even
a meal. Not even lunch or break. Yadah yadah, whatever.
I've no mood t blog but whatever. Went for lunch at compass, then cabbed
over t Ann's place. I kepy falling asleep in the fucking cab.
Right, baked yadah yadah. Took a cab home again, Anna dropped first.
Then the uncle was cranky & again i fell asleep in the taxi. When I was reaching
then he asked what school was i from obviously i was from a caltholic/ christian
school. So he asked if i believed in Jesus & i said no? Then he went why must believe
in Jesus uhhh. Wtf, stupid guy. So you mean those people who don't believe
in Jesus cannot attend a Caltholic/ Christian school? Stupid minded piece of lard.


Monday, January 15, 2007

I shouldn't love you but I want to,
I just can't turn away.

School was pretty alright today, just that i got into trouble
with my ear again. Damn annoying luh, Bio was soooooo
boring till  fell asleep. I didn't understand what was the chinese
teacher talking about. Maths was crazy, english was alright.
Yeah, went for lunch. Had ljs, went back t school. Attended
cca, got scolded. Yadah yadah, stayed around in school
after that was talking t jasmine. I guess tomm lessons
are gonna be much better than today. Sigh, i really dont know
what can make you happy? I'm really sorry. I guess everything's
not gonna make any difference now, i'm sorry for being a bitch.
Goodbye till then, i'm gonna turn in not- so soon!



Saturday, January 13, 2007

I'm faking anything that I can't define,
You're giving everything and now you'll break mine.

Could anyone pleaseeeeeeee send me t the mental hospital?
I swear i'm going crazy, i just feel like stabbing some shit into
my leg. Urghhhhh, everything's just so fucked up now. I hate it.
You know sometimes i reall wished we never knew each other, but
it's a fact. Okay, yeah whatever. I just dont wanna talk about it anymore.
Anyhow, ann came over yesterday we trimmed my dog's hair & she's fucking
smelly i swear. Went t Hougang mall t meet her initially. Anyway, went town with
mum & sister today. Bought a top from far east, had dinner was damn full. I'm growing into a pig.
I wanna lose 8kg, i'm effing fat. Okay, walked around. Dad came and fetch us home, went
t eat beancurd again. See, i'm sucha pig. Okay, guess it's gonna end. Sighhhh, whatever.
Goodbye, fucked up shit.


Friday, January 12, 2007

So you never realize, I'm here.
I'm thinking of your vague reply,

Alright, hello world. I'm finally fucking hell back from my
fucking camp. Camp was a total disaster, one word t describe.
GROSS. Our tents were flooded, bags were wet, belongings were
wet, couldn't bathe, fucking hell cold. Okay, so practically these
fucking three days we couldn't stop scolding the f word.
I'm serious, we had t run in the rain & get scoldings from teachers.
They just cannot fucking hell undertstand us cause they're still living in comfort.
Everythings so fucking unfair for us, it's obvious that they're prejudiced against us.
Fucking shit, this isn't a bonding camp it's a camp where we start quarreling with each other!
I've should not have fucking hell go for this fucking camp, we went there did two activities only.
Kept getting scolded, you think we fucking hell like t walk in the rain right! Bitches.
Fucking hell stepped into a fucking big nail & didn't even know my leg was bleeding like fuck.
& we couldn't even fucking shit sleep, so cramped so many insects! Ughhhh, fucking pissed now.
Went for lunch with Irene & Stephanie, had KFC. Walked around then left for home.
Was so fucking tired till i fucking sleep in the bus and miss my stop. I'd rather fucking hell
stay in school, ask me t do whatever i want & i would. In all, everything's just fucked up.
Goodbye, fuck the world.



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